BLACK and white :D

..GOD loves us..

2008-05-31T07:17:00.000-07:00

For with God nothing shall be impossible

God created all this things up..

Things that we should TREASURE..

Things that we should THANK for..

And mostly things that we should TAKING CARE of..

Even though,some people really don't care..

God still loves us..

And He will be there for us to help..

Not only the things we need his help..

..simpleng pangarap..

2008-05-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

"Sana nakakapag-aral ako katulad ng ibang bata,,sana may magaganda akong laruan at magagarang damit,," isa lamang iyan sa mga pangarap ng mga batang palaboy-laboy sa daan.

Bawat isa sa atin may kanya-kanyang pangarap sa buhay pero mahirap sabihin ang iba ay hindi madaling natutupad ang kagustuhan..dahil ba sa sobrang kahirapan??Sa kalagitnaan ng aming biyahe(traffic)sa may bandang quiapo..napansin ko ang lumang riles na ngaun ay squaters area na ngaun dinemolish na ng mga tauhan ng pamahalaan,,ako'y sadyang natahimik at sinabi sa aking sarili na napaka swerte ko pala,,na ako'y nakakapag-aral sa isang pribadong paaralan,,may mga magagandang laruan at magarang damit..ito lamang naman ay pinaghirapan ng aking mga magulang..at ito ay pinaghihrapan kong suklian..

Alam ko ang mga batang ito ay magkakaroon din ng magandang hanapbuhay,,at makakatulong sa kanilang mga magulang..

Hindi masamang mangarap..wag ka lamang mawawalan ng pag-asa..

..Twilight..

2008-05-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

As we all now..this book is what's everybody is been talking about..It's about this girl named bella who moves to a new city.as he adjust herself to her neighbors..he met this so very cute guy;named eduard..they became friends and start to fall in love..the girl did'nt now that eduard is a vampire..ofcourse when you have a boyfriend like that things are going crazy..this story will keep you flipping the pages..

..al.ed.os..

2008-05-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

hey guys.. i want you to meet my 3 little cousin..they are from u.s..
me and my couz(charisse) babysit for one day..before that;my lolo and my lola invite us to their house at san fernando to see the kids and sleep there for 1 night..
hahaha.. i relly never forget that day..

..someone to share with..

2008-05-26T08:02:00.001-07:00

Every girl needs someone to share secrets with,to laugh with and to support her all the way..Life in high school is sweet on it's own but is definitley much sweeter when you've got a best friend by your side..haixx :'(i can't stop thinking about eya (rianne),,it's just i miss her so much..RIANNE is the most sage friends i have ever had..because even were not close enough to each other..she considers me as friend..since grade 2 were bestfriends,,in recess and lunch time were always together..it's great that she's always there for her friends..sometimes it's too daunting for me too share to my whole noisy barkada my secrets..haixx..now she's far away from us..but even she's far..memories are to be kept in my heart..

..shooting star..

2008-05-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

Happiness draws into my faces

since the day you came in my life

and don't what to do

Just stay on your side and feel like you do..

starring at the sky at night
shivering in cold in one side
placing your hands and feel the warmth
warmth,i can feel only at once

waiting for shooting star to pass by
and how can it be so far away?
just like i'm waitng for you to come back
and be together again at last.

..VANISHED..

2008-05-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

My mom finished this book she brought..As i read this book it seems to be quite BORING..uhmm..first of all this was entittled VANISED..and was written by my favorite author Danielle steel..She brings to life the story of a man and woman faced with almost unthinkable tragedy..The mysterious abduction of their young son..I was surprise that the name of the girl here in the story is MARIELLE..haha..(.".)haha..(but the difference.)By the way marielle patterson shares her life with her mysterious husband Malcolm,and their ittle boy,Teddy..They lived in Brownstone in New york..
Every year Marielle lights a candle for her child who died in a accident..On the evening of their child Teddy's dissapearance..Marielle runs to his first love,Charles..and when Tedy was kidnapped he was the 1st blame..
As John Taylor helps Marielle finding the real kidnapper..he became obsessed with mother and child,and finding elusive answers..after all that court drama..Malcolm,her present husband was behind all this kidnapping and ofcourse he was sent to jail..
Marielle patterson and his husband Charles Deleauny with their son teddy lived again with a prosperous life..
This story is an interguing tale of quite desive and most of all filled with SUSPENCE..
whoooo....scary....hahahaha...i hope you enjoy reading it...

..top secret..

2008-05-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

First of all..why i'm revealing my secret??!!
hahaha..i'm just joking..well here it goes..Grade 6 is the most happiest part in my grade school life..well ofcourse im gonna graduate; and now her i am in 2nd yr level of education in High school department..(how great is that?!)..I have a friend of mine actually he's my NEW friend..At first i have a doubt that maybe he won't like me cause i'm kinda SUPLADA..MAARTE..MOSTLY MALDITA.. hahah..but he's not..pheww..as i'm getting to know him..i found out that he's FRIENDLY..KIND..and a little bit SUPLADO..(sabi nila..)one day,,were texting and i'm asking him about his "LOVE LIFE"..but he reject telling me his story(O.A)but he reveal it(sus!sasabhin din pala..)as i was saying..his "SPECIAL SOMEONE" is one of my favorite friends..i was shocked at first.. questions come to my mind..WHAT?THAT GIRL?!OMG!later that time i felt something that bothers me and that what everybody feels that they are alone.."brokenhearted"
Days and months past by with unbearable feeling..i finally accept what happen..and one new student guy change my life,i thought he will save me from the dark side of my world but i was wrong..i was wrong wrong wrong..i didn't know the whole thing was (play thing) and my miserable life enters here..
It was my mom's birthday and i was happy that she appreciate my gift(chocolate moose cake)her favorite..and i was waiting for my friend to come back and rescue me..and he was there..he tell me all of his hidden feelings..i ignored it because..i was so tired of believing..but suddenly i change my mind..and this guy who is actually my boyfriend..come and save me from the dark side of my life..

..Itigil ang corruption at iunlad ang bayan..

2008-05-26T07:52:00.001-07:00

ayon sa mga nababalita sa mga telebisyon at pahayagan;samo't- saring mga problema ang tinatahak ngayon ng ating bansa.
pagdating sa umaga ang mga nanay ay abala sa paghahanda papunta sa mga pamilihan sa kanilang mga bayan..boses ng mga bumibili na nagtatawaran sa presyo ng paninda.
Isa na ito sa mga problema ng ating bansa "pagtaas ng mga bilihin" marami sa atin ang sawang-sawa na sa kakaisip ng paraan para mapakain lang ang naghihirap na pamilya.
ngayon ay ang "rice shortage" tayo nga ba ay nagkukulang sa bigas??
nagsasanib pwersang protesta ng mga tao habang nakapila at nasa ilalim ng matining sikat ng araw.Ang gusto lamang nila ay ibalik nalang muli ang pagtitinda ng bigas sa mga barangay at pamilihan upang hindi na sila mahihirapan. Nais din nilang ipahiwatig sa gobyerno na tulungan silang mahihirap.
Pero isa lamang ang aking tanong..KUMIKILOS BA NG TAMA ANG GOBYERNO???

..better luck next time..

2008-05-26T07:47:00.001-07:00

Maskit mang isipin pero dapat tanggapin...ciguro hindi pa ito ang tamang oras a panahon upang makasali at maging miyembro ng VOX publication..sa simula't-simula palang gusto ko ng sumali dito pero nauudlot lamang ang aking desisyon..pero noong nakaraang marso ay nabigyan ako ng pagkakataon pra kunuha ng pagsusulit..natagalan dahil mahirap ang mga tanong..pero ito ay kinay ko pero hindi ito naging sapat..malungkot isipin pero ganun talaga..sana sa susunod na taon na ako'y kukuha muli palarin sana ako ng Poong Maykapal..

..the wonder of nature..

2008-05-26T07:42:00.000-07:00

clouds in the sky

plenty of birds high

trying to reach that high

i sometimes wonder why?

God's creation is unthinkable

its beauty is unmiserable

his love is so comparable

we should take care of it all

..one chance to be free..

2008-05-26T07:39:00.001-07:00

oh..it's summer and i have nothing to just read some of my books that my mom ussualy buy..haixx..hahaha..one of my fave. books is "THE POSSIBILITY OF FIREFLIES"Every so often a book comes along that is so good it feels more like it grew than it was written, like it came into being through its own sheer force of will. That is exactly how I feel about this book..14 yr old Ellie,her older sister,gwen,and her mother have been toughing it out ever since ellie's father walked out on them.ellie spends a lot of time alone, especially at night when all she has to her compan are the fireflies that flicker in the summer air..and the undying hope that someone will come and recue her from her unhapp life.then one day Leo enters her dark worl.leo is handsome,older,nd on his way to become rockstar..ellie thinks that maybe he can be the one to save her what she learns from leo is that no one cane save you--you have to find a wa to save ourself.so one night,terrible and frightening night that's exactly what ellie decided to do.

..school..scool..school..

2008-05-26T07:33:00.001-07:00

Every school has its own mission and vission in teaching the youth. My school St. James Academy see to it that its principles be practiced by every students.To be a jamer means to uphold oneself to the expectations of the school. It povides the students every opportunity to lean and excell academically.Since i was a kinder way back 1999 up to the present my whole personality and outlook in life has been influence greatly by the people around me, my family, my teachers,classmates and the school atmosphere.i ould say that those people arourd bings out the best in me to become a better person everyday.Every school year is a challenge to look forward to.The exciting feeling of meeting new friends, classmates and teachers to deal with as well as the hope to pass with flying colors every exam we take.

..sana'y bigyang pansin..

2008-05-26T01:25:00.000-07:00

Ng ika'y mapagmasdan

Lungkot sa iyong mga mata'y nakita
Anu ba ang aking magagawa?
ng ang kasiyahan sa iyong muka ay aking matanaw.

Oras-oras,minu-minuto
ikaw ang nasa isip ko
sana maisip mo kung gaano kita kamahal
dito sa puso ko.

Minsan na gulumihan
sa aking ginawang hakbang
para ikaw ay masiyahan
pero ito'y nabaliwala.

Sana'y bigyan mo ng saysay
ang aking mga ginagawa
dahil ito ang paraan
para maipakita sayo ang aking natatanging pagmamahal.

..lonely am i..

2008-05-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

lonely are the nights

lonely are the days

lonely am i in so many ways.

lonely are the seasons

lonely are the years

so lonely am i that it brings tears

so lonely in this place

lonely is my life

lonely am i that i reach for a knife

lonely in this courtroom

lonely is my sentence

so lonely am i that i ask of repentance.

..falling in and out of love..

2008-05-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

When i say "i love you", i do

but to you will not do

i need someone i can lean on

someone i can count on too.

You told me many times that you loved me

that i could believe on you

i was there when you need someone

where were you when i needed someone too??

The time has come for me to let you go

never to expect you to dare again

people may come and go

but my love will never end.

..i want to cry..

2008-05-26T01:02:00.001-07:00

i want to cry but i can't
nothing in my world is clear
i'm so tired of pretending
images grow wavy through my tears.

i beat my fist into the wall
slowly i give up the fight
i want to scream through the sobs
and i'm needing your grace tonight.

crying to GOD i want to know
i'm giving you my load
i pass to you my scars
when your blood has overflowed.

..i'm a girl who don't have happiness..

2008-05-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

i'm a girl who don't have happiness

everybody don't even care

they just treating me not fair

i want to kill myself and that's fair.

someone is forcing me,

i'm not sure

i feel this is a bad sign for sure

he wants to bring me in danger

and my life will last forever.

someone just please help me

just to face this kind of mystery

i just want to escape in the world of misery

and hope to live in harmony.

..so bad..

2008-05-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

i hurt so badly

no one sees that i am sad

i long for arms to hold me

is if too hard to see.

i need ou here today

but that will never be

at least i can think back on days

when you are belong to me

i can't believe you

what you did to me is wrong

i will never love you

and i will never long.

..thoughts in my room..

2008-05-26T00:38:00.000-07:00

sitting alone

in my dark and creepy room

and the lonely feeling

is eating my soul

it really hurts
when you feel you are alone
i'm still waiting for you
to knock at my door.

why i'm torturing myself
why is there still apart
that wants to continue onwhen
it means PAIN and DEPRESSION.

..true friends..

2008-05-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

everybody needs
a very special friend
a friend who wlii indeed
be besides you till the end.

to catch me when you fall
to hear you when you call
to straighten your angle
when you start to struggle.

would'nt it be nice
to have a blessing in disguise
i am lucky indeed my friend
you are there with me till the end.

..What kind of bed will you sleep tonight?..

2008-05-26T00:30:00.000-07:00

As i look myself into the mirror i'm so lucky to have this kind of oppurtunty to live in this house,with loving parents and supply of daily needs.but when you look out your car window and see that there are still too many children out on the streets.Some children out there would spend 3.50 for a small plastic filled with adhesive then sniff it for breakfast.the high from the fumes would take out his hunger and then the parents who lived a hand-to-mouth life and ho were burdened with too may children,ignored what was happening to his sons and daughters .Everyday that passes by without doing anything means that more and more children get exposed to a life of crime.Through this kind of situation i myself is trying to help those poor chidren to overcome their own problems in life.think of some ways to help them because in this case billions of children are being helped by yours..

..As i reach the top..

2008-05-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

As i end my first year life, i could say that i accomplished something important in my life and that second level of education is comng up and that is second year high school.there is a lot of ups and downs in first year and each time i was able to handle the situations with the help of my parents and friends surely when i got there lots of changes willcome my way. i think that subjects in 2nd yr are more difficult to understand and yet with a very good foundation in 1st yr and supportive parents i know i can handle and pass challenges. i will also have the oppurtunity to meet the sets of new teachers, classmates and friends as well as the surroundings..